For someone who’s been in the ‘tech’ industry for many years, I’m a little embarrassed to admit that this is my very first blog – yes, I’m a blog virgin! How come you may ask? I guess it’s largely because I’ve always been a little shy and on the quiet side. So why start now? Well, recent events in my life have made me realise that a change is necessary. Committing myself to speak out what’s inside of me in a public space such as this is a part of this personal revelation. No reservations, no hesitation just tell it as I think. I don’t really know how this will help me with my problems, it’s more of a gut feeling that this is something that I should do. Maybe one day I can look back and filling all the answers. Oh, and for now I will keep my identity anonymous.
To some, I may have the perfect life. Still youngish in my late 20s with good health and loving family (my parents). A respectable day job, which I am my own boss. I’m single with no baggages, my only loving relationship right now is with my new sports car which was purchase 4 months ago. Although I don’t have any significant financial savings or assets, I’ve never had any trouble with getting myself fed and keeping a roof over my head. I have even been complimented on my looks and been told that I’m a worthy bachelor (less frequently come to think of it… maybe I am aging)
So – why am I getting more depressed as each day goes by and what is it that I’m working towards every day? Something I need to figure out…
It’s getting late, this blogging business is harder than I thought. Maybe just need time to get use to. I shall continue tomorrow… (another change I promised myself is not to sleep late… its 12:30am now)
